The way i am now - Amber Smith

A deeply emotional sequel about survival and strength

The Way I Am Now by Amber Smith is the highly anticipated sequel to the internationally bestselling novel The Way I Used to Be, a viral TikTok sensation that resonated with millions of readers worldwide. This powerful young adult novel continues Eden’s journey as she learns what it truly means to heal, reclaim her voice, and rebuild her life on her own terms.

Eden’s life after survival

Once, Eden believed that love could save her. That Josh could be her anchor in the aftermath of trauma. But survival, she learns, cannot come from another person. It must come from within.
Now starting college and having confronted her rapist, Eden stands at a fragile turning point. As she and Josh try to reconnect, the looming trial threatens to reopen wounds that never fully healed.

Love under pressure

As Eden seeks justice, fear, doubt, and unresolved pain resurface. The question is no longer whether love exists, but whether love can endure when healing is incomplete and the past refuses to stay buried. Amber Smith delivers an unflinching portrayal of trauma recovery, showing that progress is not linear and courage often looks quiet.

Main Themes of the Book

• Trauma recovery and healing
• Justice and accountability
• Love after violence
• Personal growth and self-empowerment
• Emotional resilience and survival

Why You Should Read This Book by Amber Smith

• Sequel to a global TikTok and New York Times bestseller
• Honest and sensitive portrayal of sexual assault recovery
• Strong, realistic female protagonist
• Emotionally powerful writing that encourages empathy
• Essential reading for fans of contemporary YA fiction

The Way I Am Now is not just a sequel—it is a testament to survival, self-discovery, and the slow, courageous process of healing. Amber Smith once again gives voice to those who are often unheard, reminding readers that reclaiming one’s life is the bravest act of all.